Wednesday, September 13, 2006♥
i don't know why , but i have a sudden urge to post again . i don't feel good at all . lots of emotions all bottled up . think i'm gonna get constipation again =x things like : jealousy , stress , unhappiness .. blah . nobody understands anyway .hais . i don't know how to put it or voice it out , jealousy , i know its a stupid thing but i'm a human being so are you . who doesn't get jealous ? hmm .. feeling jealous cause i lack things which in my point of view most people have . things like super good or close primary school friends , seniors and of course cousins . hais . i know its really dumb . whatever . say what you want .i know i have kinda close friends in class but i don't know ... hais . at least i have a pretty good sister & a good mom ^^lots of things are bottled up inside me & i don't think i'll say anything out . i should tell myself to " get a life ! " lol . --hope that our lit presentation tmr will go smoothly ( :one sentence : somethings / all things are meant to be kept inside . that only applies to me , maybe you ? i don't know . i just don't know anymore .
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